Sorry if this is so lame and not so touching hehehehe....sorry Miss Mac....:)

Dear Whoever,

This letter is being read by you when I am dead already, if i'm not dead yet please stop reading........anyways..........i want everyone to wear white, play the song "for you I will" (my super duper favorite song), have a big party with disco lights and to be buried near a beach during the sunset that is if we still have money hehehehe. I just want to say if it is my time it is really my time to go. If i din't get to say goodbye to the people who i'v known.....goodbye and see you up there. Goodbye to my friends and family especially to my mom, dad and kuya. I know we din't catch up with things especially because i really din't want to but if i had the chance to live my life all over again i would......I would show you how i really feel and what i really wanted to say because i'v separated myself from YOU and i hope you realize (now that i'm gone) that i gave you the chance but you din't give in to it.......so i'm just up here listenting to what you want to say to me. I love my friends like my family, so whoever knows me better are my friends. Goodbye to my lolo, even if i know that he din't really like me, i still love him the same way.....oh and tell him i was not the one who broke the computer. The princesses will always be 6 no matter what......oh and tell them to still consider the princesses as 6.:) bye carmela barbacena........sorry kung parati kitang inaaway....hahahahaha! bye dad and mom i hope my wake won't be a burden to you...you can go back to normal after my wake i know it wouldn't make a differnece...i never ever said this to the both of you but i love you very much even if we don't see each other that much anymore. BYE TO EVERYONE I KNEW and attended my wake.....:)